The love I have is for other people,
To show them they are not alone, ever;
To show them that I am there for them.
The love I have is for other people,
To fill them with joy when they are sad.
The love I have is not for me.
How can anybody love something that is broken.
The love I have cannot be for me.
It’s hard to love one’s self when all you feel is pain from the sharp shards of emotional stress.
The love I have can never be for me.
Underneath my peaceful shell there is a shattered soul.
After all,
Even a car dealer wouldn’t think twice about a brand new car if the interior was all ripped up.
I’m too shy to be loud, too open to be silent. My thoughts are chaos. I get lost in what I’m saying. I’m too random to follow your words. Words are too 'double-sided' for me to understand your stories. I see too much and understand too little. And God made me this way for a reason, His reason. And to be lost in constant confusion is the most magnificent state ever. God made things to be enjoyed and incomprehensible. After all, how can we be in wonder of something that we can comprehend?
No comments:
Post a Comment