a knife through the stomach sounds so appealing,
if it means my life will be set free.
the sorrow strangles me with a tight hold,
and bleeding never seemed so sweet.
the pain,
i swim in it.
it makes me forget of the day.
the mental drag of it all,
i don't know what to say.
PAIN PAIN PAIN!!!
i was born for it.
after all,
doesn't someone need to take the pain of the world?
but, the only thing i want to know is,
did it need to be so strong today?
I’m too shy to be loud, too open to be silent. My thoughts are chaos. I get lost in what I’m saying. I’m too random to follow your words. Words are too 'double-sided' for me to understand your stories. I see too much and understand too little. And God made me this way for a reason, His reason. And to be lost in constant confusion is the most magnificent state ever. God made things to be enjoyed and incomprehensible. After all, how can we be in wonder of something that we can comprehend?
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